Above us only sky

peelee @ 2005-11-25T17:46:00

2005-11-26T01:49:23Z

Im going to go eat mexican tonight.

yesterday was thanmksgiving.

It was rad.

Also.

I have firmly concluded that i dont care about anyone..

i really dont.

sorry if anyone has seen a dramatic change, for the worse, in personality.

Its just a result of this recent realization.

This is an update

2005-10-20T12:47:29Z

i have the flu.

it sucks.

i need to die.

im and old fart.

califonia love.

2005-09-24T17:44:17Z

Last night was so hott. And its not even summer anymore.

an attempt

2005-09-19T03:56:12Z

So Gen and i went driving.
and got caught horizontily between two cars parked on either side of a residential street.
then when another car was trying to get through, we couldnt move. there was an inch between us and both cars.
we ended up rear ending it several times.
some crazy section-eight kids were taking down our license number on a fatty pad of paper.
and a a middle aged man experiencing a mid life crisis gave us the glare of a lifetime.
i was laughing SO hard when i realized all of a suden that I wasnt watching this on TV. i was acctually living it.
At this point i Remarked " what the fuck " repetedly and made boisterous hand gestures to prove to everyone standing around us that we were in distress.
ARLOL ( a REAL laugh out loud )
after that the car started bluesmoking everywhere.
then i ran in to get oreos.
and then we ran into riely and his friends ( which im really happy we did )
?
hahah
but thats not it.
it goes on.

PS. i also went to ROSSSS and fell inlove.

peelee @ 2005-09-13T05:59:00

2005-09-13T13:08:08Z

If Citizen Cope knew that i was sitting right out side the Cd p layer, listening in with such intent, they would probably feel wierd and stop playing.

im getting really sick.

My body aches from Pe.

and my head aches from last minute cram reading.

and myheart aches... for some reason, too.

but i have yet to figure out exactly why.

im gonna go catch somthing. bye.

fuck what i said., it dont mean shit now.

2005-09-08T04:09:52Z

I hate bitches.

they piss me off like there is no tomarrow.

i'm happy im not the kind of person that spends every doller i get on hollister shit and AE jizzzz..

buti love school.
im happy that im back.

aand . im having a slightly major case of attatchemnt disorder.
so call me up miss. if ya know what i mean.

wtf

2005-08-30T16:30:42Z

im tired.
fuck.

peelee @ 2005-08-03T14:12:00

2005-08-03T21:14:37Z

Just like a ciggarette , i have 1,3423 ingredients.

" silence, like cancer, grows.

Im in montana

the house is insane

no one can even fathom.

callie.
Gen and i are.... going to lay by the pool some more.

ps i have an usler.

peelee @ 2005-07-30T23:19:00

2005-07-31T06:21:10Z

- Capitol Hill Bloc party.
-Presidents of the USA.
-Gens sweet sweet sweet SWEET 16.
- now were watching " never breen kissed'
- its all good.

The woman that i love, is 40 ft tall.

2005-07-11T20:18:35Z

I have a bed now.
Im so excited.
Yea, it might just be my old one that we retrieved from the downstairs garage.
yea it might be missing some pieces , and it might smell like moth balls.
But its my bed.
and im in love with it.

Over.

PS> i saw my brothers finger bone.

A little rebelious wire from the swing split it open.

I want a stork to come swoop me up in a hammock of linnen and drop me off in the stall of a lonly hippo at the zoo.

peelee @ 2005-07-06T15:04:00

2005-07-06T22:05:27Z

Are we still going to montana??

I sure hope as fck we do.

Its the one event that will happen to me this summer.

My forgign exchange student's name is Ai.

Pornounced- I

peelee @ 2005-06-28T17:41:00

2005-06-29T00:41:17Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
i LOVE YOU ALOT AND ALOT AND ALOT.

peelee @ 2005-06-27T21:37:00

2005-06-28T04:40:28Z

I just watched smoke waltz into my room and the sunset out of the corner of my eye.

Bethany

2005-06-16T22:02:03Z

Use of Humor in Romeo and Juliet Romeo and Juliet is one of Shakespeare's most famous plays. One, could give many reasons as to why this play became such a huge success, but one of the most important reasons could be the use of humour in the play. The main reason for doing this could be to relieve the tensions in the play, and to entertain and keep the Elizabethan audience interested. Humour plays a very significant part in the play as it allows Shakespeare to create a lot of contrasts and moods, as and when he wants to. In Romeo and Juliet humour occurs in three forms. The first being, humour by the use of puns, irony and jokes. The second being through the actions of characters and by their behaviour and the third by the incidents of the play. Shakespeare uses characters like Mercutio and the Nurse to bring out the comical element of the play, and each character does this in a different way. One of Shakespeare's tools used to evoke humour is the mockery that is aimed at a particular character. Some of the funniest moments are when one character is sarcastic to another. One of the best examples of this is when Capulet asks Lady Capulet for a sword and she replies "A crutch, a crutch! Why call you for a sword?" In this line the mockery of Capulet is obvious and appealing to the audience as it is direct. Shakespeare is known to be fond of puns and uses them quite regularly but he doesn't use them as often as the Elizabethan audience expected him to. Shakespeare starts of the play with a lot of humour, with the conversation between Sampson and Gregory, both of them using a lot of puns. This type of punning, for example on the words "coals," "collier," " choler," "collar", goes on till the end of the play. The Elizabethan audience used to like puns and hence although Shakespeare has used many vulgar puns, it still has a positive effect on the popularity of the play. Although in the Act I Scene 1 there is a fight between the families the humour in the scene makes us forget the seriousness of the fight. Shakespeare manages to create a fair amount of humour in the play by the creation of some humorous characters. These characters can be found to be humorous in different ways. Mercutio always uses puns deliberately, Peter indulges in witty punning at inappropriate times, while the nurse unintentionally evokes humour most of the time, rarely deliberately. These various characters can be said to have been introduced to provide variety and a touch of reality to the play. They are also used to hold the attention of the audience before the actual action of the play begins (except Peter). One of the characters created mainly for the purpose of humour is the Nurse. The nurse's manner of speaking, her low intellect and her views act as a perfect foil to Juliet and Lady Capulet. This brings out unintentional humour even when she tries to make them laugh. Her appearances contrast with a preceding serious scene or following a serious one. She also brings out humour by using puns and also by repeating things that she previously said. Apart from this the nurse brings out humour also in the way she behaves. One prime example of this is when the Nurse after returning with news from Romeo goes off into a long talk about her health and that Juliet should be ashamed of sending her on such a long journey. The audience probably find it funny the way the nurse frustrates Juliet by prolonging her agony. Another character who is very important to the play in terms of the humour that he brings to it is Mercutio. Mercutio is very important character because it is he who almost single-handedly creates humour in the play. He does this by punning a lot. The puns and jokes are usually vulgar and sexual, and were used to hold the interest of the Elizabethan audience. Two of the most unforgettable occasions would be when he meets the Nurse and the second when he is pulling Romeo's leg over his infatuation over Rosaline just before the balcony scene. Mercutio's character is completely built up around humour and so it is not surprising that Shakespeare kills him early in the play, so as to keep with the sadness that follows later in the play. In keeping with his character we find Mercutio punning and making fun even when he is dying. "No, 'tis not so deep as a well, nor so wide as a church-door, but 'tis enough, 'twill serve. Ask for me tomorrow, and you shall find me a grave man." This statement is typical of him and is true to his character in the play. Mercutio's speech on Queen Mab which was quite famous at those times was a total contradiction to dreams and the dreamers and the element of humour in it along with the wittiness of Mercutio's character was used to mock. Part of this speech is as follows: "And in this state she gallops night by night Through lovers' brains' and then they dream of love, O'er courtiers' knees, that dream on cur'sies straight, O'er lawyers' fingers, who straight dream on fees, O'er ladies' lips, who straight on kisses dream," This shows us another important art Shakespeare had and that was to mock a point with the use of humour. The main reason Shakespeare created so much intentional humour in the play is not very obvious at first but after closer examination the reader might realise that Romeo and Juliet would indeed be very dull and tiresome if it weren't for humour. The humour in the play, acts as a balance to the tragedy that already exists in the play. The humour in the play gives the audience a respite from heavy and over romantic scenes thus helping to keep the audiences attention. The lower class people would most probably be interested in the highly comical sections where Mercutio was present on stage and going ahead full steam with his puns and jokes. If Shakespeare hadn't created so much humour in the play the play would have probably died out a couple of months after it had been introduced. The humour in the play helps to relax the readers or audience at times and also keeps the audience interested in the play.

When i get all steamed up then i shout, tip me over and pour me out.

2005-06-16T02:58:48Z

I layed in the sun for the length of the whole Killers cd.( thats like, twelve hours..or maybe 45 minutes.)

I burnt my lips.
I'm four shades Shy of Negro. ...well. maybe eight.
I feel like im on a race with Gen.

Gen, im not sure if i can go to the graduation party.
My mom is being anal all of a suden.

Im not sure if she will let me get a job in seattle either.

BUt i am Sure that Jermey and I are going Fishing at five in the fucking morning to confirm the start of summer.
Well, he doesnt know that were doing this. but I do.
ANd were going to get coffee in the morning.
And catch so many fish that it wont even be funny.
we'll roll up our pants. and chew on grass.
Im going to fish and fish and fish like there is no tomarrow.
This summeris going to be the fishing summer.

Does anyone want to fish with me?

peelee @ 2005-06-14T18:49:00

2005-06-15T01:52:09Z

I feel like I have the world totally figured out

"The reason why women crave chocolate:
Chocolate is estimated to contain up to 300 different chemicals, many of which may be mood-altering. One of the chemicals is phenylethylamine (PEA), a natural substance that allegedly stimulates the same reaction in the body as the feeling of falling in love. Some theories claim that chocolate stimulates the production of endorphins, which give a sense of pleasure or pain"

....why didn't i know this before?

A f

2005-06-13T18:44:27Z

I really have some popcicles in my freezer.
If anyone wants to come share them with me.
because, i dont want to be alone any more.

its just the human condition.

2005-06-10T09:18:25Z

My existence has deteriorated to the point where all that remains is a residue of rust and limestone dust.
Anxiety has eroded my soul and Restricted my being. ITS RUINING M E.
I wake up everynight in a panic attack.
I never know the origin of the anxiety or what triggered it.
Im going into the docter to get drugs.
I hope he doesnt tell me to put the Lime in the coconut and shake it all up. Ive tried it. Doesnt work.

My Little consience is nauseated with all the emotional turbulence.
I held its Hair back while i handed it a barf bag.

Last night, Anna, Katie, Renee and I all went to 'La Pechet' up on Capitol hill.
We smoked a whole pack of American Spirits and thoroughly disscussed everything possible.

existentialism.
Aladin.
Marco polo.
God.
The great gatsby.
Mom.
summer.
Buddah.
and Metabolism.

After our minds were slightly Impaired and under the regiem of alcohol we deffinatly danced. Where there was no dancing.

The quote of the night was :

"people are in awe of us because our life has fuck to it"
- Renee.

Next day Renee and I Biked the Bertgillman Trail all the way from Sandpoint to Freemont.
When i got off my bike my legs were like boneless flanks of rubber.
I couldnt walk at all.
I felt my brain connect to every cell in my body.
Every atom was moving extra fast.
There was a crazy dance party in every neucleus.
I Felt the vitality surge through my bloodstream.
I must say i was quite alive.

Umm. somthing happend along time ago that i never wrote about.
No one knew about it.

Gen and i Were sleeping on her bed.
And we both hear the Icecream man and jump up and dash out of the house barefoot.
and searched the streets for twenty minutes wondering if the ding-a-ling we were hearing was just a hullucination.

It was really ....good.

......
HOPE> IM sorry i didnt call you to go over to Seattle with me the other day,
I woke up twenty minutes before the ferry left and in the rush i completly forgot to call you. ( and i didnt have the number of where you were staying )

GEN> Right now i Hope youre wrapped in a million yards of slimy seaweed. ( well.. acctually not, because its two in the morning )
((But when you get back im deffinatly calling you a seaweed buritto))

EMILY> WEre over due for a hang out...theres gonna be a HUGE ASS FEE. we just need some soda and Gum and a sun.

BETHANY> im wearing your pants right now. They make me so happy. More then any other article of clothing on the face of this earth. I want to see you .

GEN> speaking of happy inducing clothing.... Can i have the green zip-up? Ill give you my Yellow trench coat.

MATT> Ummm. I mis syou.

GODZILLA> get the fuck out of my house.

Over. and > OUT>

peelee @ 2005-06-07T21:21:00

2005-06-08T04:21:52Z

I'm scared to go to my room.
I hate being alone with myself.
Because i start to think.
And when that happens...trouble comes to my brain.

And we all fall down.

2005-06-07T17:36:16Z

This morning when i blew my nose, blue came out.
(that was the problem)
Hmm. i wonderwhy.

Last night I looked like a chipmunk because i had half a pack of Trident in my mouth.
I think i have arthritise of the Jaw now.

Strange thing- I never felt such an immense sense of appriciation for music as i did last night. Every single song was as good as salt water taffy. So good so good it hurt.

Matt and I Compared swollen lymph nodes, wore party hats,Took famous pictures,all while sitting in a room full....well...half full of balloons.

Thats enough.

peelee @ 2005-06-06T20:11:00

2005-06-07T03:11:33Z

I hate Mom.

What is wrong with It?

Keeps on liftin me higher.

2005-06-06T16:48:16Z

Gens play was awesome.
She was the star. In that little gross, flat, brown, church.
I just sat in the back helping her change costumes and eating all (( alllll )) the left over pizza.

on my way over on the ferry ( again for the third time this week )
I was sitting complacently in the shelter deck.
When along comes this farmer;plaid shirt, suspenders but no pitch fork.
But he DID have a guitar.

He sat down beside me and said " what do you want me to play? COmmon pick anything"
So he played
here comes the sun by the beatles
and some Catstevens
and Hotel california by the Eagles.
and Imagine by John lennon.
Then he got up and left.

uhk.
I wanted him to stay.
He gave me attention.
IM a whore.

Saturday i hoped on some random guys Pegs so I wouldnt miss the ferry.

I felt like i was in a movie.

My plans for the rest of saturday were to sleep away my miserys.
But those plans were dissrupted by Hope ( thankfully )
I met Kevin.
Hes so great.
I love him.
And i Met Raydizzle. He was as good as saltwater taffy.
we went on a nature trail .
and mother earth was screaming at us.
We were quite rude to her.

we went to the park.
and laughed about nuket and bonner.
and every other thing on this globe.

Hope came home with me.
We did absolutly nothing but wallow in my bathroom and helplessly try to come in conntact with someone outside my house.

But no one on the face of the earth answered their phone that night.

We played hookie at church the next day.
and went to costco and got lots of gum.
and we got frozen yogurt.
and pretzel.

I love costco food.
why is it so perfect?
it is perfect to me.

then we went downtown.
And Of coarse it was absolutly amazing.
I saw the spot where Matt And Hope set the tower on fire.

Some mexican gave us five dollers.

and i saw dane.

then when dad picked me up we went to sars and got beer.
and went up to the car wash by the theater.
and drank on the wall of rocks and watched the dimming sky line.
We talked like friends.
We talked so much.
usually i would have been embarassed to be seen with my dad by all the people i knew at the movies.
but I was acctually happy to be seen with him.
I was so proud that he was my dad.
Partially because we were drinking beer together?
It felt so good to talk to him as an equal instead of an athority figure.
He told me all his dreams.
He sounded like a little boy.

im sad now.
i have to go sleep./

Yea you are beautiful, but you dont mean a thing to me.

2005-06-02T22:03:27Z

The world tastes like shit.
Even the sweaty M&Ms that are dying my palm red and yellow right now taste like shit.
IM going to go take a sample of my Burial ground dirt and see if it tastes the like.

Whats happening in three weeks?
Tell me.

"Blow my mind Dr.Robot. please try to blow my mind"

NO REGRETS>

2005-05-31T18:38:03Z

Mr. Andre was a hottie when he was younger.
I dont like what time does to hott boys.

Three Distinct days at Folklife have now conjiled into one big puddle of fond memory.

Remeber, Drum circle.
Remember, The forrest place.
Remember, the fountain ( also know as Savior on hot days )
Remember, Making eye connection.
Remember, all the people.
Remember , BACCA " HI im chewy"

Rmember Hiipie skirts x 5,267,987
Remeber, over dose of apple dumplings and bourtios and funnel cakes and lemonade.
Rmeber , HYSterical laughter.
Remeber not wasting a single drop on "It"

Remeber, Casey the puerto rician dragon
Rmember, Gen Blowing her nose on a sock. and putting it back into her bag.

Rember Matt carroll.
Remember frequent trips to the bathroom with Gen.
But never having to go.
Remeber, Never wanting drinking water so bad .. sooo bad.

goodness.s.s..s.s.s.s.s.s.s.s.s

"damn it im hungry,
dont think about blood dont think about blood dont think about blood"

- Gen.

Ah. the

Im so happy it happned.
But so sad that its over.

It was too sweet to last.

Hope i have it engraved on my hip.

2005-05-25T16:18:53Z

Dear Hope Davison,

Somthing i hate about the English language is that the words were made before i felt.

its hard to express my emotion with words that arnt custome fit to what i have to say.

So when i say "i love you", it doesnt mean exactly what i have to say.

But heres the closest i can get to what i am trying to get to you in this restricted language:

Hope, I'm so exceedingly greatful that youre in my life, I have experienced so many amazing things with you.
Its sublime.
Weve cultivated such a phenomenal and devine relationship. I get frantic when ever i think of loosing it.
If you ever do leave me ( for some reason) just know that you have left the deepest groove in my memory.
There is no way possible that i could forget even a second of what has happend.
You have redesigned my head and revived my heart.
Im am so thankful that youre with me.

I love you so much its almost ludicrous.

ill see you soon.
HAPPY BRITHDAY.

( im sorry i coouldnt be with you on it. )